Yes I was suicidal back in my teens. I still deal with certain feelings that I would consider "dangerous" at times. It's not something you get over in a day. I went through a lot of dark times and did a whole lot of soul searching before I started looking for prayer in my church.
Even if the person reading this doesnt have a religion or a belief system, I still think it helped me. Because those people were there for me. God was there for me.
Anywho. I don't think anybody ever really gets over certain life events. I think they fade with time, but the traces are always there.
Suicide, is not some funny joke to me. It's real, and it's painful. It's also cowardly and very selfish.
Thursday, September 30, 2010
Were you ever suicidal? If so, how did/do you deal with that?
Why does your profile have such scary and disturbing questions? xD jk
Because I have scary and disturbed friends who want to ask me things anonymously cuz they're afraid to ask me otherwise? I dunno. There are some really dark thoughts out there. I don't know why people would ask me… maybe cuz I'm honest? I'm not afraid of answering questions.
Monday, September 20, 2010
what does a guy have to do to get you to go out with him?
a whole lot. and i mean, a WHOLE lot. i won't just go out with a guy cuz he wants to go out... that seems pointless to me. and i most definitely won't accept the first time i'm asked. this isn't a game to me. though i'm sure the way i say that it makes it sound like it is... this is about whats best for me. i'm not interested in casual dating. it's a useless practice in a useless society. i'd prefer something that is more solid concrete in nature. something that will last more than 9 months. currently, i'm not even interested in serious dating. whats the point? i can't support myself let alone another person. i want to be able to go whever i want, whenever i want, with whomever i want, and not have to worry about another person. how can i do that if i'm seriously dating somebody? if a guy seriously wants to date me, then he should make a serious effort to show me that he really DOES care enough to want to seriously date me... if he likes me enough to ask me, then he should like me enough to ask me more than twice.
what's one of the hardest things for you to do?
accept rejection..? i'm a very insecure person. i have zero self confidence. so sometimess i have to reassure myself that i'm cared for... so i guess, accepting that i'm cared about.
what would you do if a friend told you they were raped?
i'd cry... very very hard. if it was recent, i'd take my friend to the hospital, and i'd cry. but i'd want to be there for my friend. whether it's just listening, holding my friends hand, or taking them away for a weekend. i'd do whatever i could for that friend.
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)
