Right now I do everything from my phone. I have a computer, but it's not connected to the Internet. Typing via phone keyboard is not easy, but I've started to finesse the art of it.
I've learned in the last year that I'm not a very good person. If I don't like the way a kid is acting, I'll call them on it. I've lost babysitting jobs and have been rebuked at work because of it. If you screw me over, I may not say anything about, but I'll definitely stew about it for quite a long time. I'll even complain about it to other parties.
People always tell me I'm so nice, or that they 'love me'. How am I supposed to respond to that? 'thank you'? It makes me feel awkward. Please stop telling me how nice I am. I'm not a nice person. Get it through your thick skulls. I'm selfish, stubborn, loudmouthed, and am an emotional roller coaster.
There is one thing I am proud of though. I can keep a secret. If you tell me something, chances are good that I'm not gonna repeat It unless you say I can.
When I was a kid, I wanted to become a massage therapist. I also wanted to become a semi truck driver. I don't see myself doing either one anymore though.
I want to learn Japanese.
I want to go to college and get a major either in English, marketing, or Asian studies.
I want to work closely with music.
I want to help Japanese bands come to the USA. (I've joined a street team but it feels slow)
I want to live in japan. Even if it's just for a little while.
There are so many things I want to do. But I don't know how to go about getting these things done.
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