Freaking out

My best friend on earth just told me that her husband just officially proposed to her. She also announced that I'm to be her maid of honor. This is the time when I seriously miss my mother. If I'm feeling this way now, when I'm not even the main attraction, how am I going to feel if I ever get married? Or if I ever decided to have a child? Oh gosh, what am I going to do when my little sisters get married?!?! I'm not even supposed to be in town in August!!! I'm supposed to be in las Vegas by the end of July!!! TT.TT looks like school will have to wait until spring 2011… I am not happy. I'm thrilled for my friend… but this is a major feat to happen within a few months… there's no WAY I can leave town now…